angst meme.
i’ll generate a number to see what we get; #4.
a piece of broken glass firm in her bleeding
palm, lacerating open wounds, stinging throbbing of her
undisclosed flesh on her wrists; spill the crimson fluids
down from just under the crook where her elbow connects.
both arms drowned in the pool; eyes ineviatbly burning tears.
optics stare without hope; her throat bubbling cracked wails,
drip after drip finds their way on her palm to join the glass.
the memories where she’d lock herself in her bathroom, the
moments where sadness turns into agony as one blade cross
her skin, blood trails after — the burning sensation crawling
in her veins. the feeling she had forgotten once — what she
w i s h e d to never have felt a g a i n after.
( when she realises it all had came back to her. )
footsteps echo behind her catch her off the daze. her heavy
breaths stuck in her throat, teeth clench to bite back wails,
before hazels glance over her shoulder — a wish she hadn’t
wounds her chest. slowly; naomi turns towards gareth, brows
unable to hide her t r u e feelings, r e l u c t a n t to speak.
fingers loose the glass, patching the ground with her blood,
her feet backing away cautiously — another hitched sob pass
her lips. what he going to do to her? should she run or STAND
her ground?
send me a sentence.
to choose; meaning to decide what she’d
think is the best for herself and her chances of survival.
in moments like these – she’d freeze up. the struggle of
choosing; to d e c i d e what she should do; is shown
clear in her irises, lips tugging a frown, a soft exhale.
she hates being this indecisive.
❛ i… i can’t choose. ❜
hear naomi describe yours whilst ridiculously drunk.
❛ lemme tell you one thing ‘bout
gareth—- he’s a t w a t; but also
an arsehole— and such a fuckin’
heartless cockhead.
——but he’s so C U T E.
i would, like, touch his face
an’ not regret it at all, and
jus’ cling to 'im.
too bad however;
only if he w a s n’ t
a cannibal. he’s too
cute t’ be one to be
H O N E S T. ❜
headcanons.
☮: how they keep calm.
Before, Naomi depended on music to keep her calm; as listening to music influenced on her mood, whether it’s happy, stressed, or even depressed, music had always helped her through it.
Now — since it’s harder to get a chance to listen to music again, Naomi tries to find different ways; that being more difficult to deal with. If she couldn’t get calm sooner enough, it may cause anxiety attacks and she’d eventually cry it out.
「 g a r e t h 」:
‘ that’s okay.
look, i know it can be an acquired taste
at first, but you’ll get used to it. hey, you
might even prefer it. ’gareth does. eating deer now is like
having a plate of dog food handed to
him.
her brows furrow together with
a small disgust. what he says won’t change
her mind & she hoped it wouldn’t ever.
❛ … i can’t believe you’d do this. ❜
「 g a r e t h 」:
‘ so, how’d you like the food? thought it could’a stayed
on the fire for a bit longer, but you get what you can get.
— you did eat it, right? ’
❛ i—-…
well. i did… but i haven’t finished it. ❜
carnxfex.
[ *hugs u* YOU’RE SO PERF. sighs, i’m always forgetting plot ideas too, but i dID THINK OF ONE EARLIER TODAY. ]
[huggles back tbh]
iM CONSTANTLY BRAIN DEAD CUZ
1) IM NOT INSPIRED
2) I FORGET THEM AND
3) IM A BUM AND I CANT PLOT.
hahahah OHH OTL
send me a url.
- Reason why you follow them; because my babe !! duh. <3
- A thing you like about their character; AHAHAHAHA. i’m just gonna with his g O DDAMN
UNFORGETABBLEPUPPY FACE.- Do you interact? Why/why not?; omg yes!! simply; my babe & my partner always. B’)
RATE
Writing
uh / okay / likable / awesome / perfect /GOD LIKE
Characteruh (LOL JKS)/ okay / likable / awesome / perfect /GOD LIKE
Theme
uh / okay / likable / awesome / perfect /GOD LIKE
Mun
uh / okay / likable / awesome /perfect/ GOD LIKEWe should…
Talk OOC/Plot/Roleplay/Become bffs.
Plots I’d be interested in doing: uGHHH I HAD THIS ONE PLOT IDEA I HAD IN MY HEAD ABOUT GARETH & NAOMI…. BUT WOW I’M A PIECE OF SHIT I FORGOT WHAT IT WAS ABOUT. ;n; damn.
